Day 4: The 11 (but really) 15 Albums and I’m tagging Vin Diesel Meme

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I was tagged by RPG publisher Sean Patrick Fannon in the 11 albums-that-touched-my-life meme. So hence? Today’s 365 Days of Squee post is about 11 Albums That Make Me Squee. Music has always been a big part of my life, but I haven’t always had the opportunity to keep up with what’s popular or dive into what’s popular. Exploring music, in general, requires me to take time out for this task–and I haven’t always done that. Why? Well, music can be very comforting to me because my world is based on sound. Words are containers of meaning surrounded by a tone or a chord. I hear music everywhere.

There are certain, specific songs by Journey, Muse, Blues Traveler, Christina Aguilera, Metallica, Fiona Apple, hell even Sepultura, BauHaus, The Cure, or John Lee Hooker to cry to, to be comforted by, to let loose in anger. There are others, like The Lord of the Rings, Lucy, Battlestar Galactica, and Tron soundtracks that set a baseline for my mood while I’m writing. Other soundtracks, like the innovative compositions found in video games like Final Fantasy XIII or The Legend of Zelda, simply brighten my day.

But on an album-wide level? These are the albums, in no particular order, that make me squee because I want to sing along (inserting the word “watermelon” if I forget the lyrics) or get up and dance. I am PURPOSEFULLY excluding anything from Queen and Muse, because they’d dominate the list. Heh.

Here’s a list of 11 albums. ONLY 11?!?!?! F-Bomb it. I’m taking this list to 15.

1.) “Mambo Birdland” by Tito Puente
2.) “AM” by Arctic Monkeys
3.) “Greatest” by Duran Duran
4.) “Aftermath” by Cruciform Injection
5.) “The Downward Spiral” by Nine Inch Nails
6.) “American Made Music to Strip By” by Rob Zombie
7.) “19” by Adele
8.) “I Am…Sasha Fierce” by Beyonce
9.) “Flood” by They Might Be Giants
10.)”Optics” by I: Scintilla
11.)”The Fame Monster” by Lady Gaga
12.) “The Wiz” Soundtrack by Various
13.) “Once More With Feeling” Soundtrack from Buffy the Vampire Slayer
14.) “The Seldom Seen Kid” by Elbow
15.) “The Essential Michael Jackson” by Michael Jackson

Mmmm…k? Now tagging Sean E. Williams, Emily Care Boss, and Groot. Er, not Groot. Riddick. I mean Vin Diesel!

(Hey, nobody said who I couldn’t tag…)

P.S. Hell yes, I really want to write a Riddick novel.
P.P.S. Yep, shameless. But if I don’t throw that out there? I’d be sitting on my squee-ness for Vin Diesel. Heh. And Vin Diesel deserves all the squees!

4/365

    Mood: Bwah?
    Caffeinated Beverages Consumed: I could drink a two-liter of Coke Zero right now I kid you not!
    Work-Out Minutes Logged Yesterday: I didn’t. Sad face.
    In My Ears: Beeps and boops from Skype messages
    Game Last Played: Age of Reckoning: Kingdoms of Amalur
    Book Last Read: The Crimson Affair by Lilith Saintcrow
    Movie Last Viewed: Snow White and the Huntsman (Extended Version)
    Latest Artistic Project: Um…
    Latest Fiction/Comic Release: Last Man Zombie Standing. See also: need to write more flipping comics and exercise my art skillz again. Feh.
    Latest Game Release: Hunter the Vigil: Mortal Remains
    What I’m Working On: Primarily tie-in games work, original comics, and novels.


3 of 365 Squees: Puppets!

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There’s a lot of artistry that goes into putting on puppet shows, and I’m fascinated by a puppeteer’s ability to create props, to bring a lifeless doll or sock or what-have-you into a state of being. Now, that said I’m pretty specific about my squee’ing for puppetry in general, because I don’t like many forms of ventriloquism or stories about reanimated dolls like Chucky and the like. For me, it’s about the immersion into a world of wonder or a strong character via the hands of a talented artist or troupe. At some point, I’ll post my thoughts on this topic a little more clearly, but that segues from squeeing and goes into how I feel about American horror.

I have fond memories of The Muppets, and when I eventually got around to watching E.T., Gremlins, The Dark Crystal, and (my personal favorite) Labyrinth? Well, I was in love. The thing about The Muppets, though, is that this show is how my family realized I had a musical aptitude. Their grand musical numbers? I picked out the melody line and played them by ear. Many, MANY hours and lessons and performances later…

Anyway… I’m in awe of puppetry and the work that goes onto recreating an experience whether that’s through the use of modern dance, shadow puppets, or building set props or using (what my limited hindbrain thinks is puppetry, but is likely not) stop motion photography to recreate a story. For live performances, I used to go to more when I was a student because of the discount I got to go see shows–and I remember specifically and still have feelings about the art-as-educational performance put on by a troupe of Brazilian dancers that told the story of kids living on the streets of Brazil and the fantastical legends they believed. Another one, was a Japanese tale I responded to about a couple, a pot of gold, and the morals about greed therein.

So yes, this does mean I’m not a fan of green/blue screen technology when I can “see” the seams as a viewer. Flash and shock and awe don’t create wonder for me; it’s about pulling me deeper into the story as opposed to yanking me into it and giving me mental whiplash. It’s not because I’m against technology, mind you, or that those artists don’t have mad, impressive skills in their own right—I’m exactly the opposite when it comes to video games because there I can sit back and immerse myself into a longer story on my own schedule without feeling like I’m on a rollercoaster ride. Pacing is everything to me, and an art form like puppetry really focuses on the minutia, small details to bring that character or world to life.

I feel like one of the reasons why I appreciate physical set design more for performances specifically, is because I can imagine an empty stage. I’ve been on them before and after shows I’ve been in. Logically, I can “see” the elements required and wonder at how much time it took to put those pieces together. That said, movies like “9,” mini-scenes illustrated in movies like Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, Snow White (the Julia Roberts version) and whatnot… I really dig using all kinds of methods to tell stories as opposed to being married to one style.

So that’s today’s squee! To “get your puppet” on, here’s a nifty little site called “Short of the Week” that shares loads of short films in all kinds of genres. For puppetry, check out the haunting Cicada Princess. Thanks to the site, the films are free to play!

3/365

    Mood: Well, I’m rested NOW!
    Caffeinated Beverages Consumed: On my second cup.
    Work-Out Minutes Logged Yesterday: Had to unpack boxes. Erg.
    In My Ears: “Crossing the Goon Sea” by Eric Serra from the Lucy soundtrack
    Game Last Played: Age of Reckoning: Kingdoms of Amalur
    Book Last Read: Re-reading His Dark Materials trilogy by Phillip Pullman
    Movie Last Viewed: Lucy
    Latest Artistic Project: Um…
    Latest Fiction/Comic Release: Last Man Zombie Standing. See also: need to write more flipping comics and exercise my art skillz again. Feh.
    Latest Game Release: Hunter the Vigil: Mortal Remains
    What I’m Working On: Primarily tie-in games work, original comics, and novels.


Day Two of Squee: Lord Lardbottom

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Went to bed at “I’m too old for this!” last night. A lot of my projects are overlapping for this quarter, and I’m in full steam ahead mode. So today, for daily squee? I’m going to talk to you about one of my cats. His name is Zakar a.k.a. Lord Lardbottom.

Zakar is the first cat I’ve been the guardian for, and our second pet. Our first was a dwarf hamster named Moogle, and he has long since meandered into Chocobo Heaven. Zakar, who’s named after the Mesopotamian God of Dreams, is an unusual feline. You see, he’s a Rescue with a capital “R.” When he was found, he had no tail–a genetic anomaly that classifies him as a “manx”–and six/seven toes on each paw. Because of these not-like-other-cats bits, his chances of being adopted dropped dramatically. We decided to take him in and save his life.

zakar and moogle

At first, I was a little uneasy about how best to care for him. I’d never been a pet guardian before, you see, and while I lived with other cats in the past none of them had been mine to protect. To some, Zak is very strange. Not only is he able to open up doors and is extremely vocal (I think he sounds like a duck, personally.) he’s definitely got his own way of doing things like all cats and communicates his wishes. Loudly and with vigor. But? He also watches out for me, too. He’s a people cat and runs our humble manor in his own way.

Cat Nap

One of tricks he performs has to do with Mr. Pig. I bought a stuffed pig for a friend’s baby shower, and Lord Lardbottom immediately “acquired” it. He finds and beats Mr. Pig to a pulp numerous times and carries it around like a tiger with a fresh kill. Yeah, Zakar’s not messing around, but he is definitely slowing down the older he gets.

Mr Pig is Conquered

Anyway, the point of this post is to squee but I find I’m a little embarrassed when it comes to Zak Zak. I had a lot of anxiety over bringing him into our care. I didn’t really know how to be a good guardian at first–if I was going to do the job right–and while I figured it out with a lot of help and patience from others? I hesitated to squee when I first saw him. I was fascinated by this tailless-giant-pawed-kitten-with-ear-mites-and-so-much-spunk who had taken on a great dane and wasn’t taking [Insert your flavor of excrement here.] from anyone. This tiny little being had so much personality and never faltered, despite the occasional bout of tail envy with our other cat, Rimmon.

zakar is hiding

Not ever having had any pets like this of my own, I was curious about the little guy who hid under dressers, demanded cuddles, and who’s since proven to be a Catnip Addict of the Criminal Sort. It’s hard for me to put into words due to The PastTM, even as a writer, but the point I’m embarrassed to make is that I didn’t fall in love with this cat–at least not for the first couple of days. I remember that after a week went by, I got over my trepidation by looking up kitten behavior and asking loads of questions. Falling into a routine, playing with him often, giving into his cuddle demands… Yeah, he’s got me wrapped around his paws for sure.

Zakar (a.k.a. Lord Lardbottom) is now over ten years old. He’s had some health problems over the years because he’s a manx, and our vet has been helping us to take excellent care of him. He goes in regularly, has strong opinions about the vet in general, and he’s very, very spoiled.

Zen-Zakar

When I think of Lord Lardbottom (his latest nickname) now, I squee. I squee loudly. Because Zakar has taught me an important lesson: that when something or someone enters into your world, and it’s not exactly what you expected, it’s not the end of the world and could turn out to be awesome. That it’s okay to be nervous or anxious or all of those negative emotions at first, because I’m not perfect either–because there’s no such thing.

What is “perfect” but an expectation people put on others to be statistically normal grounded in biology or some other quality as determined by…which authority again? BORING! Who has time to live up to anyone else’s definitions of perfect? Sounds painful and wholly unnecessary, because it is. That word causes hurt, confusion, pain. It doesn’t help us take care of one another; it puts walls up between us and says: “Here’s this invisible, unachievable standard!” Certainly, this cat didn’t “ask” to have no tail, digestive problems, issues with balance, and oddly-shaped paws the size of a small dinosaur. Put a kitten to sleep because he’s not quite right? I don’t think so.

Zakar, to me, is perfect just as he is. I like to think that I’m Lord Lardbottom’s guardian, but in reality? I think he’s been mine.

2/365

    Mood: Overtired
    Caffeinated Beverages Consumed: Two cups so far and more coming.
    Work-Out Minutes Logged Yesterday: Typing like crazy.
    In My Ears: Blah, blah, blah!
    Game Last Played: Age of Reckoning: Kingdoms of Amalur.
    Book Last Read: Re-reading His Dark Materials trilogy by Phillip Pullman
    Movie Last Viewed: Lucy
    Latest Artistic Project: Um…
    Latest Fiction/Comic Release: Last Man Zombie Standing. See also: need to write more flipping comics and exercise my art skillz again. Feh.
    Latest Game Release: Hunter the Vigil: Mortal Remains
    What I’m Working On: Primarily tie-in games work, original comics, and novels.


365 Days of Squee Challenge. Day One!

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After seeing my cousin’s 365 Day photo challenge, I decided to come up with one of my own in the form of my 365 Reasons to Squee. Over the course of the next year, each day I’m going to find something past, present, or future–a memory, an object, an experience–that is squee-worthy to me. Squee-worthy you say? All those happy little emotions that bubble up to the surface when you say, do, or think something so awesome you can’t help but feel happy.

So instead of photos? You get my squees. And? If you’re so inspired? By all means, do the same! Attribution appreciated, as always.

To kick things off, I’m going to give you one of my happiest experiences as a kid–going to the library. Surrounded by books, by so many stories, by so much knowledge…it was total freedom for me. I read everything, losing myself in worlds I’d never seen, places I hoped I’d be able to visit one day. Being surrounded by books, tomes that people had dedicated so much time and energy into writing, it gave me hope. I was never alone in the library. Never. There was always another book to read, another story to tell, another sense of awe and wonder to feel, another human being to recognize, acknowledge, and listen to.

I’ve joked that music saved my life and writing gave me a reason to live it. Looking back, as I try to quantify those times I retreated into the confines of a book…I suppose this is the literal truth for many reasons. For me, books aren’t stagnant objects that sit on a shelf collecting dust. They are a repository of past and present human knowledge, a gift that’s freely accessible and available to everyone, a way to connect with other minds and hearts to be entertained, educated, and inspired. These feelings have roots in my childhood, in all the reasons why the library became one of the most hallowed places for me, why a book was always nearby.

So thanks and a huge round of applause to all the librarians and teachers who cheered me on to keep writing and reading, who encouraged my reading/writing level to increase despite my age, and who always greeted me with kindness.

1/365

    Mood: Grateful
    Caffeinated Beverages Consumed: I’ve had two cups so far. Trying to limit myself to that.
    Work-Out Minutes Logged Yesterday: I took a nap instead. BAD WRITER!
    In My Ears: Lament of the air conditioner.
    Game Last Played: Age of Reckoning: Kingdoms of Amalur.
    Book Last Read: Re-reading His Dark Materials trilogy by Phillip Pullman
    Movie Last Viewed: Lucy
    Latest Artistic Project: Um…
    Latest Fiction/Comic Release: Last Man Zombie Standing. See also: need to write more flipping comics and exercise my art skillz again. Feh.
    Latest Game Release: Hunter the Vigil: Mortal Remains
    What I’m Working On: Primarily tie-in games work, original comics, and novels.


Thinking about Cortex Plus Action and Magic

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In my free time, I’ve been playing around with the idea of translating Cortex Plus Action into other genres, and I have to say our motto that failure is interesting for the Firefly RPG made me think about how that would work for a dark fantasy or horror scenario. Of course, a Cortex Plus Fantasy system (and other fabulous hacks!) already exists, and that is available in the Cortex Plus Hacker’s Guide. For me, this line of thought is an exercise to bend the confines of Action. Why am I using that as the base? I’ve been neck-deep in the Firefly RPG for months, and my brain tends to be inspired by what I’m working on more than what I read.

Picture a scene where you and your cabal are attempting to perform rituals on All Hallows’ Eve due to the thinning of the veil between worlds. Maybe this grand ritual is to protect an entire town from malevolent spirits. Maybe the spell will unravel the laws of reality and you want to transport the town to the underworld.

In my worlds/settings, whichever world that happens to be, magic always comes at a cost. With this in mind, I was pondering what would happen in a Cortex Plus Action scenario where witches and warlocks collected various elements, tossed them into a cauldron, and the spell-of-their-design would either succeed or fail.

Dice-wise, using Cortex Plus Action as the base, here’s how I envision this would break down. It’s pretty rough since I haven’t playtested this at all, but hopefully you get the gist of where I’m going with this in its very basic form.

Your basic rolls remain the same: Attribute + Skill. Your Distinctions would be Traits D8 that shape the type of witch/wizard you are, and the triggers help you accomplish your goal in that vein. (e.g. You might be an Adept who’s keen on Elemental Magic who’s also an Herbalist.) However, to perform a spell you’re required to use Assets that are part of your stated intent for your roll. Mugwort. Hellsbane. Eye of newt. Etc. The more in line your Distinctions are with your Assets thematically, the more you get to use those dice. For this reason, I’d likely create categories of Assets to use as a guide that may work with various Distinctions representing schools of magic. That’s not to say that creativity shouldn’t be rewarded, but if dice are to be rolled that make sense for the fiction, then I feel the fiction needs to be clearly outlined–and there are a lot of variables to magic systems in general.

When you roll dice to perform a spell, you’re rolling against the laws/fabric of reality. So the GM would pick scene Traits that reflect how challenging it would be to accomplish your task. The scale for difficulty would remain the same, with D12 being the toughest. In some cases, you may also be rolling dice against an opponent of an opposite alignment. Going back to the iconic forces of good vs. evil, for example, you could be rolling dice to shield your entire cabal with a magical defensive barrier while another warlock is trying to set the group on fire with a supernatural form of dragon’s breath. I’ve got a very rough idea that GMCs could be supernatural or biological in nature to flesh out the setting.

Assets are important in my supernatural scenario, and right now I’m thinking they would be assigned to the elements in your spell, with a variable rating. Signature Assets would also have a variable rating, and they align with your goals as well. In a game like this, Assets would cost variable amounts to encourage Asset creation. Two Plot Points might get you one rare D4 Asset, while One PP might get you two D12 commonly found Assets. Similarly, I am also playing around with the idea that some spells yield new Assets when you succeed by 5 or higher, or that you could trade in your variable Assets for a new Asset with a higher die type once per scene. Maybe it’s a 2:1 scenario all the way through. 2D12 Found for 1D10 Common; 2D10 Common/4D12 Found for 1D8 Average and so on.

I imagine Complications that result from your rolls would likely be negative effects from failed rituals when you incorporate those Assets, but might scale more scene-or-setting based when you’re taking other actions that don’t require the use of magic. If you were to roll all 1s, that roll would end in the transformation of the spellcaster to an entity like a poltergeist or some other monster. Hint: I’m really keen on this idea, and want to playtest this further.

Once you’re no longer human, the Distinctions you chose at the start would continue to impact your actions in this state, and would shape how you interact with the living. Though botches might be rare, I’m considering what might happen if the positive aspect of your Distinction was only rolled when you were human, and negatively when you weren’t. Again, you can see how freeform this line of thought is, and why playtesting to work out the kinks would be important.

Now, here’s the tricky part: the Asset/Sig Asset rating. Right now, I’m leaning toward using D4s as rare, unstable, dangerous or poisonous items, whereas more common items come in at a D12. I realize that rating scale is counter-intuitive to how many die ratings normally work, but here’s my thought on this: when you add various elements to perform your spell, success should be easier when you use everyday, commonly found items. It’s only when you pick up and find the rare items that failure becomes interesting, and if you add the wrong element or the stars just aren’t right? Well, that’s when you have a greater chance of your proverbial luck turning sour.

Last but not least? I’d tweak the Lending a Die mechanic to encourage multiple spellcasters to try and pool together Assets and I’d also encourage group usage/creation/trading of available Assets as well. Signature Assets are, to me, something that you use as your lucky charm or part of your ritual that helps distinguish your character, and I rather like that those shouldn’t be shared at the same rating when they’re given to another player. A wand. A cauldron. An amulet. A phylactery. A familiar. Any resulting Complications from a lent die would be an area effect that would impact the whole cabal/coven/circle as opposed to multiplying Complications–with the exception of a botch. IF you are casting a master ritual AND you manage to muck it up so badly that all 1s are rolled? I think those townspeople might have to start running…

Anyway, with Halloween and my novel revisions on my mind this weekend (Can’t you tell I’m starting to hang art up on my walls…FINALLY?) I thought I’d throw out this off-the-cuff train of thought about using Cortex Plus Action in a dark fantasy game. I’m in the mood for magic. Don’t forget! For a finished, polished hack that uses Cortex Plus, be sure to check out the aforementioned Cortex Plus Hacker’s Guide and get thee to rolling!

    Mood: Creative!
    Caffeinated Beverages Consumed: I’m chemicalized.
    Work-Out Minutes Logged Yesterday: Um… I’d better get on that!
    In My Ears: Cat. Whining.
    Game Last Played: Age of Reckoning: Kingdoms of Amalur.
    Book Last Read: Re-reading His Dark Materials trilogy by Phillip Pullman
    Movie Last Viewed: Lucy
    Latest Artistic Project: Um…
    Latest Fiction/Comic Release: Last Man Zombie Standing. See also: need to write more flipping comics and exercise my art skillz again. Feh.
    Latest Game Release: Mortal Remains
    What I’m Working On: Primarily tie-in games work, original comics, and novels.


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